To fully know ones self and to be able to completely understand and interpret all actions and experiences one goes through is difficult enough. However, analyzing and interpreting the thoughts and feelings of another human being is in itself on an entirely different level. In the novel Jane Eyre, its namesake makes a decision to reject her one true love in favor of moral decency. Certain aspects of the novel discredit the validity of Janes choice.
The truthfulness of Janes reason to leave Mr. Rochester can be questioned because Jane Eyre narrates the novel herself. She therefore, can exaggerate or warp any details in regard to her feelings at any present time in the past, as well as her true intentions or fears. At several points in the book Jane chooses to avoid going into detail because the subject is too painful or would be of no interest to the reader. Such painful memories may have an influence on her development as a child and would give further insight into her personality, weaknesses and strength.
Although Jane has a stringent moral Christian upbringing, she has a great deal of pride and ares about the opinions of others around her. When walking from house to house begging for food from strangers, she has a great deal of loathing for herself. She also admits that if she saw someone in a similar situation to herself, she would treat her the exact same way as the people of the hamlet treat her. The pride that Jane carries with her might influence her as she tells her tale. She may change details in order to seem more pious or more proper.
Jane has reached a blissful state in finding the love of her employer Mr. Rochester. Unfortunately he has a wife in a eranged woman who lives in the attic, where she is tended by a strange, jinn drinking servant. Despite the strange circumstances surrounding the marriage, Jane chooses to end her life a Thornfield Manor and flee through the country side. She claims that the reason she leaves her true love is that their marriage would be one that would go against God. Mr. Rochester is already spoken for. The possibility of him as an acceptable husband is slim.
He admits he lied to Jane and attempted to become a “polygamist”, but he appeals to her sense of reason asking how an insane animal could be is wife. Still she rejects his proposal and leaves, but does she leave because of God, or another reason. The novel, narrated by Jane, shows a less than flattering side of organized religion. The two representatives of the Cloth are Mr. Brokelhurst and St. John Rivers. Both are unloving and cold. The school Jane attended was under the iron clad rule of Brokelhurst. He demanded the girls of his school be prepared for a life of hardship and misery.
St. John wanted not to be loved by another, but to serve God. He rejected the love of another, and his love for her in favor of serving God as a missionary. He asks if Jane will marry him and go to India, but offers a loveless marriage. He says the only thing he wants is a wife and becomes nearly violent when Jane does not accept his offer. The depiction of these two members of the Church in the novel may show that Jane does not respect the stringent ways of organized religion. Many people she hated held God in high regard and thought themselves to be quite pious and religious, most notably Mrs. Reed.
Mrs. Reed, Janes former guardian, constantly warned Jane about the wrath of God and called her a icked girl with great frequency. She threatened Jane with promises of Hell and suffering for such an unwholesome girl. Jane may have had her own idea about religion and God. Perhaps she found the marriage acceptable, but would not allow herself to part with the teachings she had become some familiarized with and used to identify herself. When contemplating Mr. Rochesters offer she almost accepts it, but fears her acquiescence would ruin everything she believed in and make the entire union a hollow travesty.
She may have even chosen to reject Rochester because she anted to obey the laws of England. Perhaps the idea of breaking the marriage laws of England would cause her to think of herself as a common thief or criminal. The reason Jane gives for choosing to leave Rochester is not one to be accepted without hesitation. One must remember that a human being is telling the tale. A human being with feelings, weaknesses and opinions. The story of Jane Eyre is not told by an omnipotent impartial observer, but by a woman looking ten years back at what her life was or what she hoped or wished it to be.