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“The Catcher In The Rye”, A Sixteen Year Old Boy Named Holden Caulfield

In the novel The Catcher In The Rye we read about a sixteen year old boy named Holden Caulfield. The story starts off telling us about how he gets kicked out of a preppy High School and uses his parents money to move to New York. Throughout the story we see Holden expressing different types of personality: The one he shows the world, which I believe is that he is an intelligent young man that doesnt try, who he thinks he is, which is a depressed person who is looking for companionship, and who he really is, a sacred kid who who doesnt know what he wants out of life.

Holden went to Pencey Prep. hich is a High School in Agerstown Pennsylvania. He was thrown out of the school because he was failing almost all his classes except for English. Holden has the ability to pass his classes and even with good grades but he doesnt apply himself. This is what Holden shows the world, he is capable of passing and is intelligent but doesnt try. They gave me frequent warning to start applying myself-especially around midterms,… but I didnt do it. (Salinger 4) Also as Holden talks throughout the story we can tell that he is very intelligent because of the way he describes verything, even though his grammar isnt so well.

Underneath Holdens act of being this kid who just doesnt try I think inside he thinks he is depressed and doesnt care about anything. He gets kicked out of High School and doesnt try to go to another one, instead he goes to New York looking for sex and traveling form bar to bar for people to talk to. He winds up talking with people he really doesnt like because he is just looking for companionship, like the three girls he met in the bar and the taxi cab driver who he talks to about what happens to the fish in the lake when it freezes.

He even hires a prostitute to have sex but winds just talking to her about nothing because essentially he wants to a friend. He says to the prostitute Dont you feel like talking for a while (Salinger 95) In my opinion, Holden is really scared of life. He doesnt know what he wants out of it and he is afraid that if he tries to get what he wants he will screw it up. For example Holden asks old Sally to run away with him and settle down in Vermont or Mass. but he really is in love with Jane Gallagher. Jane Gallagher. Jesus.

I couldnt get her out of my mind. I really couldnt. Salinger 32) I think that the reason he doesnt express himself to her is because if she doesnt feel the same way about him he will be devastated. Therefore he is afraid of his life and what might become of it. As you can see Holden does have three levels of personality, as does any person. I myself can analyze my own life and break down my personality. I show the world that I am both tough and smart and I believe that I am tough and smart, but in reality, though I may be smart, I am far from tough.

To my parents, teachers, and adult figures I show them that I am a smart and espectful young man. My grades and ability to argue my opinion show that I am intelligent and my manors show my respect to those who deserve it. Now to my friends and peers I show that I am tough because I myself need to be respected by my peers and unfortunately I cant get that from smarts. I cant show weakness to anyone because than I will get walked all over, so if people think I can fight and that I am tough, than I wont have to fight. Now to myself I know that I am clever in my own way and likewise my grades show that I am.

True this may sound conceded but I am smart and I know it. Also I like to think to myself that I am tough and I believe that I can beat the crap out of anyone who challenges me. Also I like to believe that I have no enemies and that I will never have to worry about getting into a fight. But lets face it in all reality I do have enemies and I am not tough and I know I am not tough. For cristssake my ex-girlfriend could beat me up. So when the day comes that someone challenges my toughness is the day when I get my ass kicked.

Also in reality I dont show respect to those who deserve it, in fact most of the time I disrespect those who eally deserve it. In all honesty I do contradict myself here. I say that I think I am tough and show that I am but I know that I am not. This doesnt make any sense. But let me try to explain, the reason that I can think I am tough even though I know I am not is because I have to show it and If I dont believe myself than how will other people believe that I an tough. When I look at this as a whole it makes me sound pretty pathetic. It makes me sound like I am constantly lying to myself and others.

But than again I have to, if I dont lie to yself and I choose to be truthful and be myself, I will be miserable. With the ability to lie to myself I can make my life more pleasurable. If I think I am a good person, that to myself I am a good person, when in reality I am a treble person. I have to say this self analysis has really opened my eyes to see what kind of person I actually am, and I dont like it. So let me just fall into my mentality of lying to myself and simply say that I really do like myself and my life and because I think this that I do like myself and my life. But in reality I dont.

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